Alone again!!

As of January 23, 2012 the woman of my dreams, the most beautiful woman, inside and out brought me to Toledo for my Dr. appointment and drove away with my heart. Denise not only left me behind but she also took two beautiful children with her, Morgan and Cassidy weren't mine but I thought of them two beautiful children as mine for five years, hell Morgan and I were so much alike that people thought I was her real dad!!
This is the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with, I was told for months that things needed to change but I didn't listen until it was too late, then I was willing to change but it was too late for her, she had already made up her mind on me and other men.
I don't know if I can ever forget the things that have been done to me, maybe I shouldn't and I won't ever forget the things I did. It's all a learning experience.
I am going to miss her touch, kiss, eyes, smile, hugs and most of all her voice when she was talking to just me!! I also will miss, Morgan and Cassidy and everything that goes with being a father, watching them grow, learn, laugh and love. I am going to miss EVERYTHING that came with them, including their family.
I am over the getting divorced and all that, right now I'm stuck on not liking me for what happened.

The picture I am adding to this is from the first week of us meeting in 2007